5 Bands/Musicians I’ve been Listening to A lot: 1. Brand New 2. Manchester Orchestra 3. Kevin Devine 4. Right Away Great Captain! 5. Pedro the Lion
4 Things I’m Currently Addicted To: 1. Tumblr 2. Arizona Mucho Mango 3. looking like a slob 4. moneeeeeey
6 Biggest Celebrity Crushes: 1. Jesse Lacey 2. Kevin Devine 3. Andy Hull 4. Vinnie Accardi 5. Garrett Tierney 6. Brian Lane i know, i know
9 Songs I Can’t Stop Listening to: 1. Anne Louise / Manchester Orchestra 2. The Longer I Lay Here / Pedro the Lion 3. It’s Ok with Me (& basically all of Fourteen Years) / Manchester Orchestra 4. Memories From a Shore / RAGC! 5. the Daisy sessions recordings / Brand New 6. Blue Tulip / Okkervil River 7. Buried by the Buzz / Kevin Devine 8. Dao of St. Paul / Third Eye Blind 9. Ballad of St. Fred / Kevin Devine
Your Dream Future: 1 Job/1 City/1 Car/1 Pet: 1. Job- idk. i can’t decide if i want an international job or something in the music industry. 2. City- if i were to settle in one city, it’d be a big one. 3. Car- mini cooper 4. Pet - boston terrier
5 Things that Always Cheer Me Up: 1. screaming with Jesse to Degausser or Seventy Times 7 2. nice weather 3. morning coffee 4. taking a shower 5. napping with my iPod, Nelsy
3 TV Shows You’ve Seen Every Episode of: 1. Boy Meets World 2. Full House 3. Saved by the Bell (i haven’t seriously kept up with tv in years)
Five things that you would say to FIVE different people. 1. There are so many things I need to tell you, but I can’t figure out if these things would make life easier or harder for you. 2. I wish you’d realize you could make YOURSELF happy. It makes me sad. 3. CALL ME, i misssssssssss you 4. Can’t wait to never see you ever ever ever again. :) 5. You’re the only reason I’ll ever come back to Farmville.
5 things about myself. 1. I can’t ever see myself settling down. Ever. I have too many plans. 2. I know for a fact that Brand New will always have a part of me that cannot be altered, replaced, or forgotten. 3. I have the worst eating schedule everever. 4. There are only 4 people at my high school I’d care to see outside of it. One of them is my sister. 5. I’m moving to Raleigh in August. heeeeey
Seven things that cross my mind a lot. 1. college 2. the fact that i’m broke 3. the creepy way i want to marry my itunes library 4. life after college 5. stupid fucking senior year bullshit 6. hi, brand new (or kdev or andy hull). i love you. come visit? 7. my besssssst friend that i miss so immensely.
Nine things I see right now. 1. desktop 2. empty green tea bottles 3. work shirt 4. laptop 5. post its 6. my pj pants 7. mail mail mail pileup 8. remote
Two things I want to do before I die. 1. travel the world 2. make a lifestyle out of all the things i love
As of today I have decided to keep a diary again- just a place where I can write my thoughts and opinions when I have a moment. Somehow I have to keep and hold the rapture of being seventeen. Every day is so precious I feel infinitely sad at the thought of all this time melting farther and farther away from me as I grow older. Now, now is the perfect time of my life.
Oh my gosh, this is exactly how I feel lately! And I turn seventeen next Thursday. Oh, I am terrified of that number.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately how sweet seventeen has been.
eating snowflakes with plastic forks and a paper plate of course; you think of everything short love with a long divorce, and a couple of kids, of course, they don’t mean anything. live in trailers with no class, goddamn, i hope i can pass high school, means nothing. taking heartache with hard work; goddamn, i am such a jerk, i can’t do anything.
and i shout that you’re all fakes, and you should have seen the look on your face. and i guess that’s what it takes, when comparing your bellyaches. and it’s been a long time, which agrees with this watch of mine and i know that i miss you, and i’m sorry if i dissed you
it’d be nice if someone were to remember me the way i remember my aunt lynn. but in actuality, she meant more than i’d ever ask to mean to anyone.
she was this immensely genuine person. she gave the world more than it deserved. i mostly remember her for always being so happy when she was given the most brutal things to face in her short lifetime. it was mesmerizing and i aspire to be like that more than anything, even with all the plans and goals i’m swimming in.
+ the man who was so overwhelmed with gratitude for the two simple cups of coffee i brought him while i was at work. he thanked me so many times, it was sweet. + planning my trip to Albany. i think flying will be just as cheap as a train ride, so. (oh and by cheap i mean not cheap at all.) + paycheckpaycheckpaycheck